a Change of Heart?

So i've always thought that God was leading me to work with teens in the inner cities. Ya know.. i mean there is a great need there... but lately... i feel being led elsewhere... I mean, i guess God can change your desires ya know... through different circumstances this year I have just felt burdened to disciple people... by no means do i feel qualified to do this however... but i have grown so much this year, that i just want to share it with other people andhelp them grow... growing up, my mom wasn't around... i didnt have any ladies in my life discipling and mentoring me... how i wish i had... how much it would have meant in my life.... and that just makes me want to invest in the lives of other girls so much! I can't wait to just learn more about God and see what He is going to do in my life and the lives of others this summer :-)... I feel as though He's got something exciting up His sleeve that I can't even imagine right now... I am still going on two missions trips to the inner city.. and am hoping that God clearly directs through those trips as to whether or not thats where I'm meant to be. God is pretty amazing and allows awesome people to work in our lives.. and I am so thankful for the spiritual mentors He has put into my life over the last several months.

So theres been so much goin on in my life lately... i don't even know where to start. Classes are coming to a close and i really need to do well on my finals and im trying to find the time to study... except that we havent been given the study guides yet and i dont want to study stuff i don't need.. aaahhhh.. im not a big fan of finals!.... and then... we have three games (hopefully) tomorrow... its gonna be a crazy busy weekend... and then God's teaching me so many lessons such as humility, changing my heart, challenging me, making me learn patience, and trusting that He has a perfect plan for my life... and then... last week my dad called that my sister was int he ER and now my brother just called as he was on his way to the ER.. and i just dont know!!!! God has been teaching me and blessing me in so many different ways and then i look at life and am just like what in the world is going on?!... i just don't understand sometimes...